Is it normal to feel awful for feeling this way? Guilty even?
Here is a peak at the gender shot that we got at 15.5 weeks.
Those are the two legs on each side and little baby bits in between.
I just feel so terrible for wanting a boy so bad. A sister for Paisley would be so amazing and I would love another little girl more than anything. But a little balance in the house would be nice, don't you think?
We have our anatomy scan on February 8th. Two weeks from tomorrow when I will be 19 weeks (eek!. Whatever the outcome, I will be so happy! Maybe I should just stop calling the baby by his name and go back to referring to him as it.